Being Mindful...

Recently, both kids have been down with bouts of flu and fever. As a result, I lost quite a lot of weight.

There have been too many thoughts hanging in my mind and I have been quite disturbed. Am not really being very positive about a lot of things these days but am trying hard not to affect those close to me. It was only when I heard of friends who are getting married, friends who are preparing for weddings and friends who have just had an addition to their family. These made me smile cos I know they are happy.

Perhaps I should change a job that will make me smile from within everyday..a job that will enable me to put a smile on others' faces. Perhaps Uncle Tan's idea of setting up "www.weddingsaigang.com" is a good idea...

I have been thinking long and hard about getting a break from all work but have yet to get it materialized. Sometimes I really wished I can have a short holiday with just hubby alone. Not that I dun love my kids but I need some space to breathe too..but thus far, this is the most difficult challenge I am facing. Hopefully this wish will come true before regrets set in.