Something BIG...

I am embarking on something BIG...something which I made up my mind to embark on after thinking through for one whole night...and it is growing BIGGER...simply because my mind has been set on it.

The decision was not easy..as one can tell..mainly because I will miss my kids. They are not BIG issues but they are definitely a BIG part of my life.

The next BIG issue is the process..it is taxing and tedious even before the whole BIG race has started. This is the second BIG decision..after I decided to marry the father of my kiddos..in my life. I wonder if I can relly cope with it mentally and physically.. it's going to be an Amazing Race for me.

I suppose different stages of life have different expectations...I have this feeling which cannot be described but it was exactly how I felt when I first knew I was going to be a mummy. Everyone was there smiling about the test results and the outlook was positive. I hope this time round..the effects are the same.