Sometimes you need to move out to move up

Been thinking hard at what lies ahead these days.. Some asked if I had reached the mid-life crisis. I don't think so. Just that I feel trampled by my current supervisor who tried to make our working relationship work. But honestly, there is no need to try too hard to be who she's not. We just need to go separate ways when necessary. As I reflect on my working life, I suddenly realised that I had been working for a piece of paper called BOND. Well ok, each bond comes to a quite many pages. I have not been doing something that my heart really feels for and it took me this long to reconcile with reality. It took me over a shower to come up with my plans for the "after-bond" life. Am not sure if it's going to work or if this is the best plan for my life ahead but....NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW! There is always a concern with financial stability when we think about future. But seriously, it's just a battle between needs and wants. Of course, also what others are expecting of you for their needs. If only things can be as simple as 1+1=2, there wouldn't be these many people who chose to end it all. Unfortunately, life is not a fair game. It is a competition of who gets there first and who has the most resources. It's the same everywhere. My life had been simple from the start and I want to continue to keep it simple.